Sunday, September 27, 2009
Year of that someone . .
i dreamt of you again after so so long why....
why must you destroy everything i have . . .
something is just killing me again. . .
why must i be weak again. . .
i see your face in my dream it seem so, real so sad..
it pulls me back to 2 years ago..
feels like a thousand needles rushing through my blood
sometimes love is just like a rose
it's beautiful
but it hurts if you get hold of it. . .
i see how much you cared for me jie...
for all the times we spend together. .
sometimes fighting for fame or power is not all
fighting to me is about fighting for something you can keep in life,
why let people control how you feel when the life you live is yours to keep
why be so stubborn and angry when people try to correct your mistakes
if you can't understand the point i'm trying to say
what more should i stay?
the only thing you kept me feeling is worry worry and worry
why must i endure this?
if you can't change why must we try to understand you when you don't understand us
i'll not keep this words in my heart
everyday see you doing this and that, always promising me something which you never do
i've always longed to see you after my working hours
i'm thankful for being there when i'm in court
sorry for those who teared for me
i know this should not have happen
so what if i go for 3 weeks
so what if you lose me? did you ever treasure me?
can't you see how much i kept my tears inside. . .for you?
why must you be so unfair to me? is this my karma?
then so be it!
Jie i'll spend more time with you
i'll make sure we be happy and enjoy. =]
because i know how much we meant to you
even thou you don't have much , you still buy food for me when you know you're going to be late
knowing that i'm sick you try ways to make me happy. . .
my birthday i hope nothing spoils it this year. . .
=] deep inside Jie please take care of yourself too okay? i don't want anything to happen to you
and really times have changed we grew closer to each other and i'll treasure you as much as before.
someday we'll break free from this chain and keep on flying.
and i promise nobody will stop me from living my life
and i will be a better man
Labels: i'm sick of this love it's taking it's toll on me
