Thursday, June 11, 2009
where'd you go i miss you so, it's been like forever that you've been gone. . . .
sometimes songs just makes you feel better the way you are. . .
this few days I've been feeling so shitty damm . . . Jie I'm sorry you've got to help me out times and times again it has been 3 years going to 4. . . but maybe when i fall i can't learn I'm so noob man. . . sometimes i just wanna learn to stand up and fight for myself knowing I'm weak somehow i wanna do it. . .
but rest ensure i won't wanna treasure a friendship like that.
thanks so much for you're care and concern i hope fate will bring us to each other someway or another if we were meant to be. . .
I've been so selfish and I've been hated now i know. so what?
does that make a different?
sometimes i feel that there's nothing to prove, when i took this selfish path , proving doesn't exist. . . . because when that path came to my mind , you are just almost all about yourself
that selfish cold emotionless person. . .and proving doesn't seems to get you anywhere better.
but whats unfinished must be finish huh?
all had to be hurt again to hear each others lies
again and again
why can't we just walk our way take it as we don't know each other. . . .
like how the others did .
what's there to prove?
that you where right?
this is not the court where u can hired a lawyer
where you can change things
all we have to know is, deep inside did we played our part?
maybe i didn't
then I'll take that blame
i will
but will you??
i believe you won't .
winning is all about you.
you can't lose . . .
i know it
promises were things people said to make you feel you can trust them but in the end it's liei bet everyone did promise something but could'd do itsame here i promise someone something but i could'd do itI'm sorry i could'd company you always , I'm sorry sometimes i just feel so far from you.but i believe that true promise still exist i believe that promise that are made through hearts will always be there and they don't have to show causethey know it'll always be there , be it love friendshipbrotherhood or whatever I've this strong believe thatsuch promise do exist.I'm still searching for that answer i've been looking for
and that person i've lost. . .
I've had a friend who told me before"I had a dream and it's stupid so don't laugh, i wish to fish in a pound with no fishes"i didn't laugh my friend i find it meaningfulyou said you wanted to be a person with no emotions huh?good luck to you. . .I wanted you to knowThat I love the way you laughThere's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight. . . .
Step up to meI know that you've got something buriedI'll set you freeYou set conditions, but I've had enoughI can't take itThis welcome is gone andI've waited long enough to make itAnd if you're so strongYou might as well just do it aloneAnd I'll watch you goYou step in line; you got a lot to prove. . .hias Jerad i wish it would not be true. . . .So close no matter how far. . . . .
enjoy the new songs they are meaningful and yes they have part of my reasons. . . you guys told me when someone is useless but when you turn him on he'll go crazy.
well we'll see what's gonna happen. . . when that time has to come.
