Thursday, May 7, 2009
what am i breathing for?
many things had happen
lately i don't have much time to blog
or yar just to update this past few weeks of what had happen
J left without a word
Givan & I thought she was dead
i went crazy really
i think i'll never get to a relationship agian
i keep doing the same mistake
i don't think she and I can ever be together
but i guess we are friends hias
msg-ed her today
i hope she is doing fine and i really miss her but i can't show
i know she is still mad and angry about me and my stupid mistakes
well J maybe i didn't tried my best but i tried hard just to get to you but i guess
it was never enough for you .
Jie is doing fine :DDDDDDD
Darren is still the same =.=
Jerad is getting bad to wrost =x
i dunnoe how to spell his name what zhi LOL chinese bad la
he's doing great ;D
Lately i've been coughing real bad
i smoke too much
because i was Worried about SOMEONE!!!
because that someone gone missing =.=
school is fine just that i always sleep in class now
today got test my mind was blank =.=
hopeless me
Nuer is getting worst to i don't know what =.=
You always dun listen to me when things happen i'm worried about you okay?
i really want to help you but. . .you just don't wanna listen
it's up to you but please nuer don't make anymore mistake anymore
i'm stress too dun be sad alright?
i wish i can smash that bastrad for you but you won't let me ;(
i'm really getting hopeless
things have change for me
i take this path where i find i won't regret
many have left me so did you
i found myself living for nothing
i wanna be worth to be on this fucking earth
i don't wanna be some idiot hanging around when a blank mind
and nobody to talk to
i need to push myself up agian
i hope this song can clear your mind
if you happen to read my blog please tag and i hope u hear the songs i'm sorry
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