boring day went down to north for some stupid things then went to clare's house(dumbdumb) =]

then was fcking shag , hias i dunnoe whats wrong i just feel like crying out loud D;

as i was walking home from north i remember alot of stuff hias the past was like forever as i walk down from sgss i just feel if only i planned my life and don't do stupid mistake maybe now i'm still with someone hias , people say life is full of ups and downs will fuck it bullshit what you get is what you try to reach for i don't believe if u try to reach for something and not getting , if you didn't get it i just think that you didn't try hard enough as for the downs i just think if you didn't open your eyes and look around to whats happening then prepare to get hit in the back =]

it's normal , its life hahah. . . .

but now as i look around people i know are starting to avoid me , have i changed?

maybe i did , maybe i didn't .

( SORRY IF I SAID ABOUT ANYONE )

this is going to be a long post so yar haha enjoy

i need to burst my mistakes and sorrows

Xiang Mei

if only i treated you better the last time we might be still tgt cause you are a great gf its me whose dumb you are a very tiong xim girl but i didn't think that way when i was sec 3 and i hurt you , i'm sorry , i'm sorry to see you cry in class i know that gotta hurt alot hias .

fucking hell you're the only girl that hurts me the most, you know how much i tried just to get to you, do you know how much i loved you in the past ? i've could die for you? but what did i get in return? cheated? __ but one thing, Lee i never regret that i put that much love in you because i really loved you.

Girl you hurt me real bad as i try to love someone again and then i fall for you way too deep but as you broke up with me all you could said is , i can't forget him . . . .

i donnoe where to start . . .

i loved you but . . . . i really dunnoe what to say maybe you won't be inside now if i was with you maybe you would still be with Mabel now sharing her sorrows girl I'm really sorry . i'm really sorry okay.

hias i donne what to say about you it was a mistake to be with you at first . . . but slowly i fell in love with you . . . but i had to give up because when i stead with you someone did it for me i wasn't the one msg-ing you that's why i need to go, i told myself if i really loved you i'll jio you back with myself not someone doing it. i'm sorry if you know about this , but i really did loved you i'll rmb that time when i send you home you were tired but i piggy backed you home heh.

if i can scream my lungs out just to get to you i will girl , maybe there is just too much mistakes i've done , do you know why i make them? because i've been thinking, maybe i'll nvr been good enough for you but i love you. i'm not as sweet as other boys hias i just dunnoe what to say.

Remember that time i jio you heh i was so stupid but yar

i hope somedays i'll get a chance to tell you how i felt .

hias

okay now for new stuff hehe

Jovan, Zhi quan, Jerad, Lester + Darren but he is old LOL

you four make me believe in brothers and only tiong xim to you guys

let go through this together Brothers

i love the elephant thing you gave me and dude you're cool but please arr can you stop being so crazy hehe =]

you're the cutest man you nvr fail to make us laugh every time we were with you

keep it up with training i believe you can make it =]

last long with dumb dumb and i know sometimes i make you angry i'm sorry but please tell me if u are angry with me we can clear our anger

hias this guy always bluff me but he's a good person =]

MABEL JIE

i really hope you're okay

i know the times we spend together now is less but still my brotherly love for you is still the same :DDDDD

school sucks it's killing me but for poly i'll study hard :D

OKAY LISTEN UP THIS POST IS ABOUT WHATS IN MY HEART SO NOT HARD FEELINGS ABOUT WHAT I WRITE i just want to burst my sorrows and regrets out here !

i'll remove or leave my blog dead untill i feel there is a need to blog

see ya

tata

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