The rain will always remind me of you.

remember CNY you were drunk ?

i smile and thought you were damm cute

for the first time when you were drunk msg-ing me

I knew how you felt

you know why?

i've gone through that many times

i guess you are the second girl to leave such footprints on my heart

You'll be damm and and angry about me

but J have you ever thought

that I've never ask you for anything, expect to see you?

forget about the pain I've to endure

Givan told me everything .

I've laugh to myself and say why do we think alike?

remember that time i left a post something like this and you were damm mad about me?

well it was because i loved you , this time i can't be selfish to myself anymore i can't , i will not cause myself to be hurt as deep as Lily again maybe the earlier i leave you'll forget me

I'm emo yes i am i'm damm emo about myself

why it's just be simple , i guess maybe you were right lee , when you're too nice people climb all over you , lee u cheated me so bad that i know how well people lie to me

everyone around me lies to me everyday i feel it and i know it

do anyone knows how i feel

i've always been kick when i'm down nobody know how it feel like to have all the problems stuck forever? ANYONE?

Family, girl, friends .

they are always stuck, well now it just have to end

J , you never liked me for who i am , deep inside i knew it ,

i'm just another retrad asshole who knew you over the net .

so dumb right?

i've done so much for a girl i've never seen before.

i feel so hopeless

i'm off to a place near my house where i can sit alone with all the stars above me

maybe thats what i needed the most , to be alone

take care of your health J :'(