Thursday, March 19, 2009
how i feel today
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such
I had nothing left to gain
All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away
Consumption by hate,
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
Maybe to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
hias
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Labels: Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts
