Monday, February 16, 2009
Everlasting
i'm just boiling sadness in myself ...
was this all a lie?
why , why lie?
i dun wanna be a third party i dun want u to froce yourself to like me
dun do this to yourself
since had to love someone else just go i wun stop u
remember the first time i told u love is not selfish
it has a deep meaning
and if you're doing this for some reason why me?
i'm not going out to hong anyone
i give u my heart if you knew this would happen then why?
to make him jealous? when he dun love u?
or i'm your spare?
i know if u were to read this u would be angry
because RIGHT NOW I CAN"T THINK OF ANYTHING
hurting me this way reminds me of everything!!!!
maybe its just like that , either i get hurt or i hurt others
maybe just being smiple just ain't right for me.....
must i really give up ?
i justed wanted to be there for u and all i know that moment u were sad i just wanna be there for u and stay with u so u would be happy
now its done i guess its over
maybe thats my job
i'm just made to love not to be loved
thats it i'm not gonna love
love?
why must i feel hurt she's nobody to me
and maybe to her i'm just another guy .....just any other guy...
may u and yur guy have an everlasting love
tata
that is my love for u....
because i'm not selfish neither am i angry...
i just wanna shout out
FUCK IT FUCK MYSELF FUCK MY LIFE ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess i should just study and just get over it....
oh god.....
Labels: Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts...( i wish it wasn;t hopeless)
