Saturday, January 10, 2009
the rotting days
damm i know my blog is rotting so dun complain man lol
ok i promiss to update xD
recently i've got to this school called Macpherson ITE
its damm nice ....
full of fucked up ppl its like i just wanna study but ppl there are so nosiy and i fucking angry
i know i can't get in to fights or make a mess or i can't study ...
so fucked up .... i wish to have a better study life there...
well in the mean time i dun make friends there nor i want to... and i just wanna be a dead person there
i don't wanna respon to them i just wanna be a one person there
i
dun think anyone will understand ...what i'm thinking
recently i dreamt about her.... and when i woke up i just feel so sad ,
i dreamt she hug me from behind and breathing through my ears like how we were together...
i
i just don't belive it i keep trying...and trying so hard to forget her but why when i always about
to reach there this sort of dream come out =.=
man i just want a simple life and a simple love.....
but simple just seems so far for me
well i promiss myself the next girl i'm gonna love
i wanna make her feel so loved that she never wanna leave me and i want to last long
and i swear i'll not play around and study hard make good used of my chance to prove that i can make it
well hehe
yesterday after school i wanted to go home but i boarded the 76 bus for nothing... then nvm i just
go back my old school serangoon garden sec to visit
but when i stepped in.... i feel so touch and sad...as i remember alot of things i just hope to get
through this soon....
well meanwhile i met my mummy and my jie and we went oout and lots of things happen.... lazy
type out so yar haha
then darren and noel join-ed us haha went shopping then headed home =]
haha mabel jie arr
dying doesn't slove anything cheer up girl =]
good things happen after the bad did
hehe
lately i just wanna be a simple guy....
oh god just grant me a simple life....
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