Thursday, January 15, 2009
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i've nothing much to blog about but yar i wanna share this to people who reads my blog i think it helps alot =]
but yar here's wad happen today , i'm down with a sickness adn i'm fu*&king stress up....when to see a doc had a jab and went to sleep >.< i'm dying man....
later on my mei msg me asking me to find someone who repairs cheap psp =/
sorry i'm sick i can't help u
got a mc for today...and tml going to school hias stresss i miss out alot of lesson ARGH!!!!!!!
woke up after ther jab feel so hungry went to steal my mum's cooking then i went down to smoke alone =( so lonely
later on during the night went to find mabel jie smoke and talk
( mabel dun be stress i'm sure ite will want u =])
came back i wanna mix some techno or watch some movie before i sleep heh =]
here's some thing to share =] it's good hahaha man i miss my sec school TT
ite so sian boring so little friends hias
The Forever Friend
by Artur Hawkwing
On my own, but mostly the savannah,Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,The glistering waters of the high seasOf which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.I looked around but you weren't anywhere...You used to say that you would never die,But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.Now the sea is wild with despair,Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.I saw you at the end,You and I, brother and sister of nature,Brother and sister of heaven and earth,Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,Bitterly falling one after one into a river,Then the river of life turned red in blood.My eyes watched in horror.Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,You disappeared without saying good-bye,Not a word came out of your mouth.You became like desolation in its grave.When once the skies were a realm of starsAnd the sun shone brightly in summer skies,
You were there to share the calmness;But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.
and i say
If Love is a Universal emotion, then the pain it often causes (some might say inevitably causes) is equally Universal. Yet, that only begs the more important question: Why do sad poems and stories of emotional pain bring each of us a strange kind of pleasure?
I'm sure the psychologists have an answer to that question. And I'm just as sure it's a different answer than a poet would give.
Maybe, in the end, the answer really isn't so complex. A burden born by one can often grow too heavy to bear. Maybe, in the end, each of us knows that sharing our pain is the only way we can live with the pain. And that's really what each of these poignantly sad poems are about - sharing.
so here's a another poem about sadness
its about depression and suicide
No one is happy all of the time, but some people feel as if they can never find happiness. Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness. Every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival. These people have a deep understanding of the word Depression.
You would think by now,
I would know my way around,
I shouldn't miss you so badly,
I should be on familiar ground.
How many more lonely years, must meander by,until I learn the lesson,
it does no good to cry.
What manner of iron will, must some people possess,
to be always looking forward,
to never accept regress.
Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place,
in this unfamiliar land.
Perhaps I'm only homesick,
for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time.
But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside,and when the pain of loneliness comes,
it knows that is where I hide.
So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past,
it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last.
No matter how hard I try,
I've yet to get over you,
for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too....
Maybe there will come a day,
when that part will finally die,and feeling strong with a heart reborn,
a new love I will finally try.
And what a splendid day that will be, when I awaken to discover,
I'm happily learning a great new land, with a great new friend and lover...... i hope so..
i hope to get over a start anew ...heh..
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