it started like this my life is to wake up work and go home watch anime sleep and it goes on and on and on i'm so sick and tired of it... an i understand how Mabel feel when she told me that she felt like an empty person , i just dunnoe whats wrong with my feelings yesterday i drunk a bottle of beer and i keep thinking of the girls that hurt me and the girls i hurt... i still think its so unfair ...so dammm unfair to me....i tried i really tried to move on...u girl dun say i'm take u as a replacement dun u ever think that way do u know why?

because u can never ever replace her the love , the sweetness , and the joy we share are different
so dun bullshit about it and i'm just sorry that i've hurt u... , the things i've been thinking this few days were all coming in a rush from the question i made for myself i tried to cry really i do...i told myself...just cry one more time one hard cry make it the last time and i tried but i could'd do it and i got my ans its was i was too numb...i guess the only feelings i felt this few days was sad , tired , excited nothing else am i just too fucked up? i dun wan to be a person with no emotion i wan to feel joy and love ...



maybe the love i always wanted is always gone ...i've been thinking lily thats it i've enough of hopes that you'll love me again i guess this time i really have to let go...


and i promiss this time the next girl i love i won't make her sad again...but i think about it for a long..long time


Mabel cheer up you're a good buddy u can make it...i know you'll get a good guy =] to me you're always a nice girl with a nice heart....i'm sure your parents will realise that you do everything u could to make them feel proud of u....jy~!

Shawn i hope you'll be fine
although the times we had before seems so far i'm hope we can play around like the last time..=]


and yar my job was tough some bitches called me miss D:

lol


and i hate the song no promises D; althouglt its very nice but it really remind me of her....

so yar tata

i'll post soon

Hello[:My name is Donovan, 17years on 10thOctober, 2009.
I study in Macpherson ITE
Basically, I love all of kinds of music, including metals!
I'am fine, if you dont step over me.
I love my life, with Jerad, Noel, KJ, Guo wei, Jeron, Darren&Mabel around!

I lost a friend, the guy who wants to fish in a pond with no fishes, the one who yearns to be a man with no emotion.
Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts



Hello, my dearest ahdi Donovan Quek??.
Be strong my dear brother,
because you still have a naggy, old& worlds' most kpkb sister to takecare of.
We both're aware of this world being filled with hypocrites,
So shouldnt we both just live with the fact?
One day, somehow we both will have our own life.
Therefore, I want you to always have the best memories of me
And, never ever forget me.
I will never, forget you&Darren either.
Lovelove??, B.ell
PS: This blogskin is proudly edited by meeeee, You better not remove this, I will skin you alive!

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