Wednesday, October 8, 2008
past
its so cold here just me and my past ... it's always the same in this room of thoughts and thinking and receiving the blows over and over again , but can i take it anymore ??
i don't know sometimes i just wanna go in deep coma and look back at my lucky but ugly life filled with sadness and tears less happiness but still i hang on till now, now i'm almost 16 even thought i seem to seen much but still i've yet to see myself ....
I asked myself many times that day had i been really happy or am i lucky ?
with this life all that i plan to do is it worth?
am i a burden to my life or my whole family?
or am i just a crazy young kid just thinking too much , even if so i think i had enough with this turth and lie thing i really am sick and tired of it just fuck off i dun need you i can raise myself
and dun hide the turth from me i can take it... not like u two pussy
why am i living in this live ?
for a test?
then why is it so shit?
with hopes like the ripples of the water i stand alone hopping that one daymy life will be betterhope it change fast before i drownheh fate here this outif you're playing me dun worry i'll play u back !cause u are a better joke then meLabels: Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts
