Sunday, August 31, 2008
the unexpected
Today nothing much happen just downloaded new songs and visit ppl blog
hias exam coming fucked up RAWR N LEVEL
anyway i was so so so fucking shocked Lily called me we talk about 1 hour she said alot of things but i can't really rmb but yar i just wanna hear how she sound like now ,
although i miss her alot and still love her i could'd tell her ... she has someone who will make her happy =] ... i'll be happy for her
Here's wad i wanna say to her
Lily although u can't see wads here but yar =]
no matter wad u have done wrong i wun mind
dun be like that that's not u, be happy although your love wun be reality but your love still live in my heart =]
i wun love u back nor I'll like u back
and i must thanks u for your great lesson of love
I've learn not to put too much love and trust in a relationship
but whats the use ?
right now my heart still feel so numb and hurt still
i need the right one but it will not be u
dun be worry
i hope to meet u three sisters =]
treat u girls to dinner if i had time xD
when i was talking to her, the question i wanted to asked her were all gone , i just wanted to hear her voice, i dunnoe why i feel like i'm just making myself disappointed to say all this
i almost cried just talking to her how useless i am ...
but after today i guess she's just not the one and i'll be her fren if she wan =]
but the misses and love stab deep in my heart =(
sorry Lily i know u have done alots of wrongs but yar i cannot make myself to hate =]
take care last long =]
if u can't be my only one or my fren
then be like a mother to me =]
Labels: Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts
