Today's mad and sad


if now i had a chance to turn back time i won't it's like does it help? no...

i had this dream this fear in my dreams i could go back to time i did wad i wanted but the ending is worst why? its hurts so much to see myself in such state i hate it i know nobody can replace Lily Soh Jing Wen but it's like i love her so much...just so much...

but i must thanks her for everything ...she taught me alot the trust and the love u can put in a relationship , must be limited , i broke up with xiao ru it's not that i dun wan to go on it's i can go on she's not the one for me i dun wan to hold on even longer or else who knows what will happen...



this few days i had this anger mood in my head , the pain the memories they are hunting me....

i had to stop and I've never been this way before i hate it ....so much , so bad ...


what are friends for?

i wanted to share me pain express it out and hope to feel better but nobody was there .... :'( sadness...




today woke up late =/ rush to meet Ernest , reached bishan he told me he went back o get something then i was bored waiting for him so i walk the whole J8 and the library after that meet already he told me no mood to study cause raining =O anyway here's my mark for my prelims

• Eng 64
• Maths 43
• CPA 81
• Chinese 20~30 (forget , i dun care anyway =/)
• D&T ? (lol worst but i fail xD)
• EOA 60+ =]
  

Ernest said he's going to introduce me a good job :D i'm so happy
and i'm going on a trip with them at the end of this year =]
Birthday coming happy =]
SO ARE MY N LEVEL !!! =.=

STUDYING HARD =x

anyway today is very tried =/ ok off now tata



I'm reaching there soon.....